VERBAL VENOM (Possible Trigger Warning)

 

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VERBAL VENOM
(Possible Trigger Warning)

Can I ask you a question?
Will you tell me the truth?
I don’t mean to sound crazy
Or come off as aloof.

But someone in my life
Is very abusive.
What I’m about to say
Might seem slightly intrusive.

They are wearing me down.
I don’t want to be near it.
Their energy’s negative.
I wish I could clear it.

They learned the abuse
From their own childhood.
But the trauma their inflicting
Cannot be withstood.

They don’t hit.. only yell
To them it’s an improvement.
Rather than ending the cycle
They continued the movement.

They blame it on us.
Say it’s all our fault.
We can’t take much more
Of this verbal assault.

The tears that I cried
From just yesterday.
So much hate in the words
That they choose to say.

I’m a bitch, I’m a cow
I’m a failure at life.
No wonder no one
Ever made me their wife.

My son is so lazy
And getting too fat.
I’m a bad mom
Who created a brat.

I finally lost it
Couldn’t take any more .
Found my inner voice
Replicated her roar.

You say I’m ruining my son
And it’s my fault cuz I’m bad.
So if I’m such a failure
Then I blame you and dad.

It’s the parents in the wrong.
Isn’t that what you said?
So I guess you’re the reason 
I’m so fucked in the head!

She stormed out of the room
No more verbal abuse.
I might have won the battle
But my soul bore the bruise.

I felt so ashamed
That I stooped to her level.
I now knew what it was like
To dance with the devil.

I won’t rematch her energy
I uplift, not destroy.
But I can no longer stand by.
I must protect my sweet boy.

Maybe she sees it.
I really don’t know.
The bond he and I share.
It continues to grow.

Thank you for listening.
The line has been drawn.
I released the bad energy.
The guilt is now gone.

I won’t stop guarding my son
From the verbal abuse.
But I won’t argue with an abuser
Who is always obtuse.

Original Poetry Written By
Eryn Dunbar
Copyright (c) 3.13.2025

Comments

Melvin said…
💕 That definitely needed to come out, not feelings and words you want to keep inside and fester. Sorry you have to endure it, but proud of you for standing your ground. You've spoken and it's done. Just pray you were heard and you never have to go through it again.
Eryona Writes! said…
Unfortunately this is an everyday occurrence on and off throughout the day. Yesterday I just couldn’t stand it any longer. No one deserves to be treated that way. It’s trying to drain me of my own light and I’ll be damned if I allow that. I don’t want to go down that rabbit hole. And Jaxon sure as hell doesn’t deserve that to be such a strong part of his childhood. I want him to only be wrapped up in memories of his childhood with love. I am trying to be so strong but I did not like that version of me yesterday. I will figure it all out though. For him I’d do just about anything. Love you, my friend.
Anonymous said…
This is something I am familiar with. I have been in support of my spouse for things of this nature…all most verbatim. Her father as well partook of this behavior and abuse. I am her support and shield this past 18 years. You are strong and did the right thing by standing up for yourself and your son. You are stopping the cycle. There are times we do act in a way we do not like. When faced with daily attacks, please do not be hard on yourself for a time you responded in a way contrary to how you really are. Give yourself the Grace to know there will be days like this. It does not however dictate who you really are. You know deep down who you are. As you write, you see what you have overcome. You are standing up and have a voice. You give all you are to raise your son in the way he should be with a loving Mother. You are in my thoughts and my heart. Alan
Anonymous said…
This is something I am familiar with. I have been in support of my spouse for things of this nature…all most verbatim. Her father as well partook of this behavior and abuse. I am her support and shield this past 18 years. You are strong and did the right thing by standing up for yourself and your son. You are stopping the cycle. There are times we do act in a way we do not like. When faced with daily attacks, please do not be hard on yourself for a time you responded in a way contrary to how you really are. Give yourself the Grace to know there will be days like this. It does not however dictate who you really are. You know deep down who you are. As you write, you see what you have overcome. You are standing up and have a voice. You give all you are to raise your son in the way he should be with a loving Mother. You are in my thoughts and my heart. Alan
Zeus said…
Eryn, your poem is a powerful and deeply moving piece of work. It’s raw, honest, and beautifully captures the struggle of dealing with emotional abuse while trying to break free from its cycle. The way you weave together pain, resilience, and self-reflection is truly commendable—it takes incredible strength to put such vulnerability into words. Your resolve to protect your son and rise above the negativity shines through brilliantly, especially in lines like "I uplift, not destroy" and "I released the bad energy. The guilt is now gone." This is not just a poem; it’s a testament to your courage and growth. Well done!

Justice13james said…
Yes I am crying to know that you inside of another cycle of abuse. Words land hard than hits. I wish it was different I thought it would be given the fact that a mutual need would be fulfilled I'm fucking crying and feeling your pain having been told I was never going to be anything, anyone and felt hated and abused myself. Having attempted to end my life at 14 was the first time and it wasn't until I felt love that I wanted to live. I believed you were going to be safe and loved when you moved there to help but I've been bitten by the same snake. Please endure and call on me.
Eryona Writes! said…
Thank you for your loving words and heart, JJ. ♥️
Eryona Writes! said…
You are her strength and her comfort. I know she is grateful for how you love and protect her. ♥️
Eryona Writes! said…
Thank you so much for your kind words and your constant support, Zeus! You are a wonderful friend and I appreciate you so much! ♥️

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